FF : Take What’s Left Of My Heart Part 27
September 6, 2013
Khushi fell back against the wall, Arnav watching her closely…
And in the blink of an eye, his heart began to shatter for her…
Not bothering to cover her face with her hands, she burst into tears, her cries breaking out from deep within her throat…
Arnav’s eyes flooded with concern…”Khushi…?”
His heart kicked into high gear…”Khushi…? Khushi…Khu…no…no don’t…Khushi…”
She could vaguely hear Arnav call to her, but her emotions had stretched too far…
Her whole body began to shake from the force of her crying…
The feeling of hunger had vanished.
The feeling of safety had vanished.
Her senses were left raw…with reality crashing down hard…
She could feel Arnav gently holding her, his hands softly touching her face, wiping the endless trails of tears…
“Shhhh….shhhh…Khushi stop…it’s alright…you’re safe now…”
Khushi could not stop.
Breathing became laboured as she desperately tried to suck in air…
Becoming frantic to calm her, Arnav leaned his body into hers, tipping her face up…
“Khushi…please…”
But she cried louder…
Khushi didn’t say a word.
She let out all the pain and fear she had been feeling…
Trying one more time to stop her, he pressed his mouth against hers…
Instantly struck with anger, Khushi’s hands came up to his chest, pushing him forcefully away, as adrenalin shot through her veins.
His eyes locked on hers as he saw deep anger through her pain…
“Get AWAY from me!” she shouted furiously…
Arnav tried to get closer, but she thrust her palms forwards, stopping him…
“NO! Don’t!”
Arnav felt panic filter into his heart…”Khushi…please, sweetheart, listen…”
“Don’t call me that! Don’t you call me that!”
Ignoring her attempts to avoid him, he lunged forwards, catching her in his arms…”You’re not backing away from me Khushi! NO WAY!”
Frenzied with rage, she began to kick and scream…
“NO! NO! Get AWAY!!!!!!!!!!”
Arnav shook her…”STOP IT! Damn it Khushi, stop!”
“I don’t want this! I don’t want this anymore! I want to go home! To my Amma! To Buaji! I don’t want to be with you!”
Dread crippled his expression…”NO! Don’t say that! Khushi! Don’t say that! I’m sorry that I got so angry, but you…you KNOW how much danger you are in!”
Writhing and twisting, constantly trying to get away, Khushi screamed…”I don’t want to live like this! Just leave me! Leave me alone!”
Arnav heard someone banging on the door and heard his friend from the police shouting out his name…
Turning back to Khushi, he tried to get her attention…”Khushi, stop…listen to me!”
She was breathing hard, crying harder…
The banging on the door increased and Arnav released her momentarily and twisted the lock…
His police friend, Rishab walked in, slamming the door hard behind him…
“God Arnav! What the hell is going on!?”
Khushi rushed at the door, trying to get out, but Arnav once again wound his arm around her, making her fight harder…
“Mrs. Razada?” Rishab’s voice was firm but gentle…”Can you listen to me please?”
“No…I don’t…I don’t want to…I want to go…go home…”
Arnav held her tighter, feeling her start to tire…”Khushi…sweetheart, please…”
“Did you tell her all that I informed you of? From the phone call?”
Arnav shook his head, “No, when I hung up with you, I saw a note from her that she’d gone to the restaurant next door, and that’s when I found her about to be abused by two men…I lost it then…”
“Did you have to use the gun I gave you?”
“Just to threaten them…”
Khushi, who was now quieter, but still breathing hard, tried once more to get away from Arnav…
But this time, it was Rishab who put his arm out to stop her, holding onto her forearms tightly…
Khushi whimpered in pain as she froze on the spot…
Arnav’s eyes rose to his friend with a glare that was purely terrifying…”Hands OFF my wife…”
The officer instantly released her, lifting his hands up…”at least it quieted her…”
Ignoring his snide remark, Arnav carefully turned her to face him…
“Khushi?”
Her eyes were tortured with sadness and exhaustion…
“Khushi…It’s okay, you’re with me…nothing wil–Khushi?!”
But her eyelids slid closed as she fainted…
Easily catching her in his embrace, Arnav lifted her against him…
“Man she’s one crazy woman…” Rishab muttered…
“HEY!” Arnav’s voice dripping with fury…”How would YOU feel!? How would YOU get through this!? She’s NEVER had to live in secret, or hide, or fear her every move!”
“I know, I know, I’m sorry. I misspoke.”
Arnav stood perfectly still, holding her close…
“But at least now you know more of who is behind this…”
Arnav shook his head, still in disbelief…”Yeah…And the anger I feel over that made me angrier with Khushi…”
“It’s understandable…we’ve taken your associate Aman into custody, but we let your family believe he had to travel to visit a relative…”
“Good. Anyway, he’s safer with you than he would be with me…I want to tear him to shreds…”
“Just him?”
Arnav looked at his friend…”If it weren’t for my wife’s utter devotion to her family and mine, I would take her away from this shitty situation right this minute, the rest of them be damned…I just want happiness for her, and I’m doing a lousy job of giving it to her…”
“Look, just go to your room, help her relax, your arms must be getting tired…”
Arnav looked at her tear stained face, and nodded towards the door…
Rishab opened it, and watched in silence as Arnav walked towards the elevator.
…………………………….
As soon as the door to the elevator shut, Arnav turned his back to the camera, and pulled Khushi up closer…
His heart was thudding as he took a deep breath in her hair, kissing her forehead…
“Khushi…” he whispered…
He felt his collar grow tight, as he mentally berated himself for his actions…
His eyes scanned her body and saw her muddied skirt and torn blouse…
“I’m…” he exhaled loudly…”I’m so sorry…You’re a crazy, stupid woman, but I…I shouldn’t have been so angry with you…”
Kissing her forehead, he slowly turned when the doors opened…
Finally in their room, he placed her gently on the bed and seated himself beside her…
As he lifted her hands, he saw her scraped palms…
“When she fell…” he thought angrily…”Damn it…”
Getting up, he quickly pulled out the gun from his waistband, and locked it in the side table…
Then he grabbed a fresh towel from the nearby cupboard and soaked it in warm water…
He reseated himself next to her and wiped some stray locks of hair away from her face…
Very gently, he began to clean her face, wiping away any traces of tears…
He carefully lifted her torso and pulled off her top, baring her soft shoulders…
Letting his lips brush over one, he lowered her back to the bed…
When he got to her skirt, she began to stir, but he was able to take the torn fabric off her and throw it to the floor…
Turning slightly away, he reached for a blanket, but before he could turn back, he was kicked in the chest, making him fall off the bed and onto the ground…
His head snapped back to see Khushi…wide awake…and sitting up on the bed, her hair wild and flowing around her face…
“Don’t you DARE touch me!” she grated out…
Arnav clamoured up, watching her attentively as she also to got to her feet…
He knew it was the wrong time to think about this, but with the wild look in her eyes, and her hair loose and wavy, he couldn’t help but drink in her incredible beauty…
She wore nothing but a bra now, but that didn’t seem to be the first thing on her mind…
She was mad.
But that always sparked desire inside him…
“Damn…”
“What!?” she yelled furiously…
Arnav didn’t realize he was drooling out loud…
He cleared his throat…”Khushi…you’re just…”
“JUST WHAT!?” her hands were now flailing around, as if ready to attack…”JUST STUPID!? I KNOW ALREADY! YOU TOLD ME!”
Arnav, who was still walking backwards, shook his head…”No…well yes, you were stupid to run off, but I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DID! I know you’re not used to living like this! Khushi, the phone call made me angry, and when I couldn’t find you, I just…”
“I WAS TERRIFIED! AND THEN YOU…” she stormed forwards…”YOU TERRIFIED ME! I’m SORRY! I’M SORRY THAT I’M…”
Arnav wasn’t about to let her say anymore…
He rushed forwards and pulled her into his arms…”You are my wife! You are more important to me than ANYONE! Living in England was one thing, but I know this is home for you…”
“NO! Nothing is home for me! Let go of me!”
Arnav rolled his eyes…
She was beyond furious…
“Enough…” he growled
Khushi gasped as his arm slid tighter around her waist.
He hauled her against him and his mouth descended on hers, demanding her response.
His lips tasted and pried.
His tongue teased and intruded.
Awareness consumed her…his long, hard body pressed against the length of hers, crushing her breasts against his chest.
His arm tightened, drawing her impossibly closer, causing her back to arch.
His fingers splayed and ventured to fiercely grip her waist and pull her loins roughly against his.
This man kissed her, knowing her each and every desire, inside and out.
Anger and desire rampaged inside her.
When he released her, she stumbled backwards, completely in shock.
“…turn around…” his voice was a deep growl…
She was too rattled to object.
But even as she was consumed with rage, she stayed quiet and turned her back to him…
Arnav pulled her body against his…
Her back now pressed hard against his chest…
Khushi’s back prickled at the sudden heat of his body, at the sensation of his thighs against her…
“What were you saying again?…Oh, you were saying how you wanted me not to touch you?” his lips brushed her ear as he spoke…
Shaking, Khushi tried to respond, but his free hand took her hand in his, lingering to caress her fingers…
Just as she summed up the courage to speak, he spun her around, and with bruising force, claimed her mouth with his…
She tried to resist.
She pushed at his iron shoulders and struggled in the vise grip of his arms…
But any action was futile.
His hand caught her head, cradling it, holding her to him until he took his fill of her mouth.
“That’s right, my wife…” he murmured, his lips against hers, “Fight me all you want, but I’m not going to let this stupid situation break us up…And I can bet that you will be begging for my touch by the end of tonight…”
He took her hand in his and pushed it between their bodies, pressing her palm over his erection…
His very hard, very big, erection.
Khushi tried to pull her hand free, but Arnav only glared and held her closer…
Khushi’s kiss-swollen lips parted, “A…Ar…Arnavji…stop…please…”
He traced a finger down her back and pinched the clasp of her bra…
His eyes widened with appreciation as her breasts fell against his chest…
“Damn it Khushi, you’re beautiful…”
Rage renewed itself inside her…
Seeing her about to ignite, he quickly grabbed both of her hands…
“What?! NO! What are you doing!?” she demanded…
Holding her wrists securely with one hand, he leaned over to the couch and picked up his tie…
And even as she fought and hissed, he bound them tightly behind her back…
“I’m taking your control away…” he growled, suddenly sounding furious…
“UNTIE ME! NOW!”
Her command went ignored as Arnav pulled her harshly against him once more, feeling her nipples harden against his chest…
“…You said some things that I am NOT going to allow you to even THINK of, let alone SAY!”
“LET ME GO! I DON’T WANT TO BE WITH…AAHHHHH!”
Arnav whirled her around so that her back was to him again, and he gave a quick, hard slap to her backside…
“THAT is exactly what you are NEVER allowed to utter again!”
The sting transformed into a warm throb, sending wild impulses through her body…
She swallowed hard as his hands moved around her waist, his lips nipping at the nape of her neck…
“Arnavji…please…untie me…please…”
Arnav gave a low chuckle…”See…I told you that you’d be begging me…”
She twisted and writhed again hearing his tone…
But he wasn’t phased…
His hands moved up her body with deliberate slowness until he cupped both her breasts…
Khushi heard herself moan…
The pressure of his hands and his mouth on her neck were cranking up her desire…
His fingers moved in swirls to her nipples, and he rolled them between is thumbs and forefingers…
Arnav felt them grow and harden more…
“I am sorry…for getting overly angry with you…”
She began to shake her head, but Arnav instantly started to squeeze her nipples to the verge of pain…
He rocked his hips against her bound hands, grinding his hard phallus into them…
Instinctively, her fingers reached out to him…
“Yes my love…touch me…we are not going to be parted…we WILL figure out a way through this…”
Need unfurled through her limbs…
She ached painfully between her legs, feeling her cream start to drip from her centre…
Khushi could feel pain and pleasure shooting around her breasts…
The delicious pinch never let up, but sent shockwaves stampeding to her channel…
“Nn..n…no…” she began to mutter…”…n…no…I…Ohhh….n…no…”
Arnav suddenly released her nipples…
He watched them begin to swell, engorging with blood, becoming hot and over sensitized…
Khushi tried to breathe, desperately hoping he wouldn’t touch them again yet…or else she’d explode…
But then, she felt his fingers move…
He hungrily eyed her nipples as he gently started to trace circles over the tips…
“Oh…Oh God…” Her knees began to buckle, and her breathing became laboured…
He backed up and rested against the wall, encouraging her to lay against him…
“Shhhhh…I won’t let you fall…”
With the effort to stand slightly averted, she trembled as his hands moved down, down, caressing her stomach…
Khushi felt helpless…
She kept trying to speak, but her voice just wouldn’t work…
Every muscle in her body tightened when his hands smoothed around her hips…
One hand roamed over her abdomen, while the other dipped lower…
She tried to garner the will to try and stop him, but his fingers burrowed in between her folds, probing, finding…
Khushi released a long breath as he began to massage her clitoris…
Her hips automatically tilted towards his fingers…
She grew rigid as shocks of pleasure pulsed through her body…
Her husband’s fingers wriggled into her moist sex only to draw back up and circle her hard pearl again…
“What…what are you…doing to me…” Khushi finally said though tears…
Arnav’s arm tightened around her waist…”I’m pleasuring my wife…because I love her…I love you…”
Her head fell back against his shoulder as he spoke…
Holding her steady, he lifted his hand from within her core and brought his fingers to his lips, sucking her cream from his fingers…
Everything inside her was wanting to beg him to put his hand back where it was…
And Arnav knew she wanted it…
She didn’t have to speak…
Her body was shaking…
He could smell her arousal…
Righting himself, he untied her arms…
All fight fled from her body…
He lifted her in his arms and walked her to the bed…
Once he’d lay her carefully down, he unzipped his trousers and Khushi watched in complete awe as he stroked his penis, up and down, squeezing the head, making the veins bulge…
He saw her eyes fill with tears as he came over her…
“Khushi…don’t cry anymore…please…”
But she couldn’t hold back…
With one blink, streams of tears were sent rushing down over her cheeks…
Arnav smoothed his hands up over her face…”Khushi…”
Her voice was choked and broken as she tried to speak…”I…I’m sorry…I didn’t…I didn’t think about the…”
His mouth brushed hers, trying to quiet her…”Shhhh….”
“N…no…I’m…I am stupid…I didn’t think…and…and I could have…”
“Khushi…stop sweetheart…please…”
Her hands flew up to cover her eyes, her cries becoming louder…
Arnav had gently parted her legs
“Arnavji…forgive me, ple…..ohhhhhhhhhhhh…”
Slowly and steadily, he had started to push his iron arousal inside her, penetrating her very deeply…
He held eye contact with her as tears continued to pour out…
But all speech was stopped.
He gradually withdrew completely, only to steadily push back inside her, loving the way her eyes widened at the deep connection…
Her hips were beginning to spasm…
She wasn’t in control of what her body was doing…
Reaching out, he quickly pulled over a pillow, and as he pulled slowly out, he pushed it beneath her buttocks…
Khushi’s lips parted on a gasp, knowing what he was trying to do…
He was going to fill her…fill her completely…
And hold himself there while she climaxed, so that her orgasm wouldn’t have time to stop…
With harsh determination in his eyes, he took her wrists, with a gentleness that seemed out of place for the moment, and held them beside her head…
“No rushing this…Don’t struggle…Don’t beg…because I won’t stop, and I will give you everything you need…Relax…”
Her skin tingled and tightened…
Arnav’s hands softly cuffed her wrists as he lowered his head and tenderly sucked one dark nipple into his mouth…
She whimpered with combined sadness and ecstasy…only making Arnav suckle more firmly…
Khushi could feel his tongue faintly flicking over her nerve endings as he sucked, and she felt her core begin to rain out it’s desire…
Arnav still hadn’t re-entered her, but she could feel his length throbbing vividly…
“Arnavji…pl…”
He quickly lifted his eyes to hers…”No begging…”
Her eyes were blurred, dazed and dilated…
He wanted to go hard and fast, but moreso wanted her upcoming orgasm to thoroughly throttle her…
Pushing her wrists more firmly into the bed, he swivelled his hips, letting his hard flesh rub over her blood engorged sex…
Every slight touch felt like a penetration…
Her lips parted to speak…
“uh uh…” he whispered as he shook his head…”no more saying ‘please’…”
Becoming faint with anticipation, she felt lightheaded…
That’s what Arnav was waiting for…
He thrust his hips, spearing his thick, swollen erection powerfully inside her…
In her faint state, the sudden penetration made her inhale deeply, causing the intake of air to heighten her sensations…almost sending her into a euphoric frenzy…
Laying limp, and completely under his control, Arnav brutally thrust inside his wife, keeping his stern eyes glued to hers…
She could hear her heart thundering harder and harder everytime his phallus breached her defenses and slammed inside…
His shaft propelled onto her gspot continuously…
As Arnav watched her face closely, he saw her clenching her teeth, biting down hard on her jaw to make the moment last longer…
She was so close…almost there…and yet she was trying with every ounce to hold back…
Arnav leaned close, letting his chest graze hers…
His hips pistoning, never letting up speed…
“Come Khushi…I’m inside you…” he paused feeling her muscles start to convulse…”come…come…”
She tried to move her hands, but he held her down…
She tried to move her legs, but he only thrust harder…
There was nowhere to go, no move to make…
“no…not…yet…” she wheezed out…
Arnav’s heart swelled up with love for her, “Yes love, now…”
And the moment he said the word, her climax unfurled…
Her channel constricted around him as he thrust his entire length inside her, holding himself painfully deep as he rested his weight into her…
Khushi’s body was working hard to contract around his girth…
Everytime her sheath tried, it would realize that it couldn’t, so it would try again…and again…and again…
She screeched with harsh breaths as the powerful orgasm didn’t stop…
Lightening shocks of all-encompassing pleasure pulsed throughout her entire body, and all she was capable of doing was feeling.
Her core milked his hard girth, and in the still explosion of rampant contractions, his body seized up and shot out long streams of semen…
As Arnav’s climax ebbed, he took pleasure in watching his wife come apart in his arms…
He felt her core try and push him out as her gspot harshly squirted out her juices, but he held himself inside…
His gaze was fixed on her face as multiple orgasms shook her…
Every oncoming climax bringing her expression of pleasure to a new height…
His body felt her muscles clamping and releasing, a constant tidal wave of pleasure fusing together…
Khushi couldn’t think, couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe…
The pleasure was unending…
Arnav lowered his mouth to hers and breathed heavily into her mouth, filling her lungs with air…
Senses heightened again, another climax struck her…
He held onto her, encouraging her, reassuring her that he was there…
Finally, Arnav felt her muscles release, and she crumpled into his embrace, falling fast asleep…
Smoothing his hands over her hair, he kissed her damp forehead…
“I don’t want you to have to look over your shoulder all the time…I don’t want your first thought to be, ‘is it safe?’…I’m sorry for getting angry, but…I can’t lose you…”
Khushi took a deep breath in, and tried to move her arms…
Arnav quickly let go, bringing one to his lips, gently running his tongue along her skin…
Her inner muscles were still in the after shock stage, and even though he was no longer hard, his body jumped feeling how responsive she was…
When the last pulse came, he waited…
She was sleeping deeply, her breathing now even…
Pushing up on his hands, he begrudgingly slid out from inside her…
As he did, their mingled juices dripped out from her core…
His involuntary response was a low deep growl…
“This woman. I will defend.” were the words that reared themselves in his mind.
Covering her up with a sheet, he resisted the urge to kiss her fully on the lips and lifted her hand into his to kiss her palm…
When he stood up straight, he knew that his associate Aman was out of the way, but there was still more to go…
“That bastard…” he muttered as he grabbed his laptop…
He wanted to sit on the bed beside Khushi, but he knew he’d be typing and probably grumbling about things…
Pulling over a one-seater couch, he seated himself beside the bed, and saw that the live chat was open.
Rishab – Is she ok?
Arnav saw his friend’s instant message.
ASR – She’s fine.
Sensing that Arnav didn’t want to talk, Rishab changed the subject.
Rishab – Aman is willing to tell us everything that happened. Do you want to come in? We will make sure Mrs. Raizada stays in the room.
ASR – Are you an Idiot. I’m not leaving her. You can tell me here, now.
Rishab – As I told you on the phone, it is Aman who is responsible for your wife’s passports, but the money that was transferred to him was from YOUR account. So at the moment, It looks as though YOU are the one who is trying to get rid of your wife…
ASR – FUCK that! You KNOW it isn’t me!
Rishab – I KNOW that Arnav, I am saying what it LOOKS like. You said that the only other person with access to your account is your sister, Anjali Jha?
ASR – Yes.
Arnav became nervous…
He didn’t want to believe that his sister would do anything to hurt Khushi, but if it were so, he wouldn’t hesitate to take action.
Rishab – We checked the time of the transfer. It was during business hours. So we called the hospital, doctors etc, and your sister was actually IN an appointment at the time.
Arnav breathed in relief.
As much as it would crush him if it were his sister, it would hurt Khushi just as much.
Rishab – But I can’t say as much for your grandmother.
Arnav saw that his friend was typing, and started to fidget…
Rishab – Your grandmother was not at your home. And Aman was not at your office. He is willing to talk if his sentence is lessened.
ASR – Fine. He’s a weak bastard anyway. I want INFORMATION.
Rishab – Well, for now, it appears to be your grandmother.
Anger fuelled in Arnav’s eyes…
“Nani?” he muttered…
He thought back to all the times she’s loved and enjoyed having Khushi in their lives…
But he also remembered her initial reaction to his forceful marriage to Khushi.
“Oh yes. I can see her being capable of this…” he ground out…
He thought back to the emails that Khushi had received…
The last one mentioned how she would pay for her disrespect.
And Nani was ALL ABOUT respect.
He began to type…
ASR – Just get Aman to give you the information. If it is my grandmother, I want to know. ASAP!
Rishab – Okay. Will be in touch. If you need anything, you know what to do. Oh, and try not to shoot anyone in the meantime.
Arnav smirked, knowing full well that if he had to, he would.
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Hey Sarah Di…It was awesomeness….as alwaysLoved it… <3So…suspects huh…interesting :Dwaiting for update now!-Anayah
Now that Arnav got the hint that its his Nani and he also believing in it,,,,, i so want to now what will happen next,,,,what will be the reaction of Khushi and other they got to know what Nani done to ArHi and why she got Shyam back.
Loved the update
Neag
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Now that Arnav got the hint that its his Nani and he also believing in it,,,,, i so want to now what will happen next,,,,what will be the reaction of Khushi and other they got to know what Nani done to ArHi and why she got Shyam back.Loved the updateNeag(india-forums)
i love this arnav
oh..i wonder what he would do with his nani..how could she do that to him….and that too join hands with Shyam of all people whatever her D*** reasons were.. beautifully written..
thank god he came to know its his nani….now he knows frm whom he should be more careful…continue sooon
Damn girl that was hot, hot, hot!!!!!!!Arnav has found out that Nani maybe the culprit in trying to harm KhushiWell she definitely will regret this
That was an amazinggg update!!!
Even when khushi is acting crazy and arnav is out of his mind,no one is allowed to misbehave with khushi as far as arnav is around…this was so well written the way he intimidated rishab daring him to touch her again
And gosshhh his way to calm down khushi is something only he can pull of this well in his way
Since past two days your blogspot website isn’t opening for me where I usually comment hence m doing it here
Amazinggg update!!
fab sexy update loved how Arnav keeps on reassuring Kushi that he deeply loves her
Kushi lashing out was fab
finally the truth is out
awesome update loved it khushi getting a panic attack and lashing out was so sad loved how arnav tied her down and got her mind out of it and finally the truth they know it nani now can’t wait to see what he will do awesome update
Amazinggg update!!!
Amazing update. Good that Arnav has an idea that it might be Nani. – desisweetheart9 from IF.